tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31462090014630493182024-03-06T23:18:48.936-06:00New Beginnings"Take Time to Stop and Smell the ROSES!"
My daily Life as a Christian, Mother, and Wife!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.comBlogger81125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-4504382934593457072008-04-08T16:51:00.003-06:002008-04-08T17:06:39.746-06:00"The Loss of a Prince"I have a link on my sidebar to <a href="http://www.ethanpowell.com">Baby Ethan</a>. I have followed his story along with <a href="http://www.ashleyadamsjournal.blogspot.com">"Princess Ashley"</a>. These two babies have One thing in common: They have spent most of their little lives inside hospital rooms. Through the past year, both of these babies (while having two totally different problems) have almost followed the same paths. When one was doing well the other would perk up. And when one was down, well, the other would have some kind of problem. Two very different hospitals, and they have never met. Ashley seems to be doing well, even with a few setbacks. Baby Ethan was diagnosed with Leukemia at 2 months old. Over the past year God performed a few miracles in Ethan's life allowing him to make it to his first birthday. Apparently over the past few months, things changed and I suppose God was ready for him to become his Angel in Heaven. He lost his battle with Leukemia and went to be with our Lord this past weekend. Although, this news is so terribly sad, He can now be "at HOME"! He will suffer no more pain. I am sick for his parents. I just do not believe I could ever be as strong as they 'seem' to be. If you have followed either of these babies, the one thing that has been consistent with the two of them, is their families' faith and strength in God, our Father. I am so inspired and amazed at their abilities to hold things together and find the Peace they need to carry on. I do not believe any of our children should suffer for any reason. I know HE has plans for each and every one of us, but it doesnt make it any easier for me to understand why they suffer here on earth. I so Pray for Ethan's family as they make their way back home and say goodbye to that little guy. I cannot imagine what pain they must be enduring at this point. Please, if you read this, check out both of these sites and just say Prayers on their behalf. I know there are so many others, and I would not want to leave any of them out, these are just two babies that I have felt very close too.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-29429743008431532032008-04-02T15:06:00.001-06:002008-04-02T15:09:37.341-06:00Princess Potty or Diapers? Which one will she choose?We are starting to work on Potty training with Little Missy and it is not going so well. My five year old was so easy, and I just knew this one would be even easier! NOT! Miss priss decided at the age of 2 ½ that she was going to wear panties, and she did not want them to get wet. “A Princess cannot walk around with wet clothes”! So I bought panties and we have had 2 accidents in 3 years.<br /> <br />Now, little miss has turned 2 (February) and her sitter sits her on the potty and lets her wear “pony panties” for about an hour. She has yet to go; but, she loves to wipe. AND LOVES TO FLUSH! I went out about 2 weeks ago and bought her a soft, pink, princess potty seat that goes on the big potty. We all made a HUGE deal over this. Miss Priss even said, “I can’t wait to use your potty, it is soooo pretty”… thinking this would get her stirred up because she doesn’t like sister doing anything that she can’t do! I told her “look at your big girl seat”. She looks over at it and then points to big sister and says “that sissy’s”. I said no baby that is your very own princess potty. She stares at it for a minute, then looks up at me and in a very “matter of fact” voice says “No, ME WUR BIPERS” (me wear diapers)! <br /><br />So much for that potty seat!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-60381885660196913122008-03-29T08:05:00.002-06:002008-03-29T08:12:00.278-06:00Chiropractor --Part IIWe were very skeptical at this point. But we listened to the things he had to say about antibiotics and surgical procedures and it all made sense. "Let the body heal naturally, the way God intended for it too"! That was the statement he said over and over. Wow! What a concept! We went the first two weeks 3 times a week; then decreased it to two and then 1. We also went during her "FLU TYPE A & B" period, of which she felt a little better afterward. It has been a little over a month and her ears are very clear, NO coughing, and we have not used any inhalers or medicine for any respiratory episodes. She is free and clear. We took her back to the ENT so he could double check her. He did some sort of graph drawing of her ear, and a hearing test... Said she looks great and no surgery is needed at this point. My husband said he looked a bit shocked! I do not know if it was adjustments or time; but, whatever it was, it WORKED!!!! Thank you Jesus!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-63573089717455285632008-03-27T20:09:00.000-06:002008-03-27T20:11:04.206-06:00A CHIROPRACTOR? You have got to be Kidding...(Part 1)Ok, so I thought about things today and I suppose I can give this blog another try. I am just SO… not good with words, and never have too much to write about. <br /><br />CHIROPRACTIC ADJUSTMENTS? Who would have thought?! My 2 yr old has been suffering with allergy asthma, chronic ear infections (w/ruptured drums a time or two), and acid reflux. We went for several months with little to no sleep, because she was either coughing profusely or waking up crying from pain or stuffy nose. She was taking singulair, 2 different inhalers, zyrtec and whatever else we could poke down her to help her to sleep and feel better. Something had to give. We finally got a referral to the ENT (ear, nose, & throat) doctor. He is a wonderful man. He has treated me and my mom and we just love him. On the date of her visit, I was told to give her “yet another” round of antibiotics and they would schedule her for tubes and adenoid removal. Both ears were full, and fluid was filling her little eyes from her adenoids. WHAT? I cannot go through anymore hospitals with this child. Even though, I know this is such a minor surgery, I just could not see her in another hospital. I would relive her infant stages. So, I left that office determined to find an alternative to a surgery that was: ONE: Expensive, TWO: a temporary fix, and THREE: in a HOSPITAL! I had heard rumors about chiropractic adjustments for all of the symptoms she has had; but, honestly, thought those people have lost their minds! NOWAY WAS ANYONE MESSING WITH MY BABY’S SPINE! But, I researched this on the web, through medical doctors, and through friends; decided, well it couldn’t hurt. We might be out $40 here and there with no surgery, so what the heck? We made our appt……..Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-73281070659595300012007-12-20T13:07:00.000-06:002007-12-20T13:52:09.073-06:00What is Christmas About? (Sorry for the length)I have been having trouble thinking of something to write about. I think I have acquired that dreaded "Attention Deficit Disorder" at an older age. Anyway, I received a Christmas card today, as I do every year, from this sweet family member, and it made me start to think. What a Great Journal to post and challenge everyone out there who reads to think in these terms!! Every year she sends a picture of her daughter and then writes a "Christmas letter" about her family and what she is thankful for throughout that year. This year's letter was focused on a Bible verse: <br /><br />"I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have peace and confidence. n the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer! for I have overcome the world." John 16:33. This year for HER, Christmas was about finding God's Peace. It was strange that I received this letter today because I had a rough morning. Things going on at work, then leaving and being late for miss Priss' program at school, to forgetting the camera, and bringing the juice "after" the party instead of FOR the party.... ! I have noticed lately that my Memory is just fading away. I think I would even forget to put on my shirt if I didnt feel the cold air on my skin. It is very scarey for me because I feel inadequate as a mother when I forget those important things. I get so frustrated because I dont have time to sit and play with my children... there is Always something that must be done. I feel like Martha--busy, busy, busy!! She writes in her letter that none of our earthly things will matter when we meet Jesus. No amount of money, what we have done, or what presents we buy at Christmas will Matter. The only thing that will matter is if we brought Glory to HIM while doing it all. I realized that I do not do this as often as I should. I have not stopped and taken the time to "Be Still" and just feel His Presence around me. <br /><br />Perhaps that is the reason my mind is not focused on things like it should be. Perhaps it is "Spiritual" rather than "medical"! I do not know the answers! <br /><br />You may have noticed I have a list of songs that play when you enter this site: At first, I added that because I loved those songs and well, I thought it was neat. But today as I sit and type, with Miss Priss in my lap, and listen to some of the words (not ALL of them), they each have a different meaning. (A couple of them, just because I like the beat!) "Life aint always beautiful"! The title of this song says everything.... but in the song it says ....<br /><br /> But the struggle makes you stronger<br /> And the changes make you wise<br /> And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time<br /><br /> No,life aint always beautiful<br /> Tears will fall sometimes<br /> Life aint always beautiful<br /> But it's a beautiful ride<br /><br /> I think this year Christmas for me will be about being thankful for my husband, and my girls! And like my cousin, "look for the Peace from God and focus my attention on him"! I challenge you to "really" look at life and see what Christmas is about "for you"? Not just the fact that yes, Jesus was born and yes He is our Savior! BUT, what He has done for YOU and how you can Glorify HIm through "those" things! How will You carry out that "special" plan He created for YOU?Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-69249053585233861512007-12-19T07:22:00.000-06:002007-12-19T07:24:57.370-06:00Wordless Wednesday<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6PhDke0Z-bELse4dJy6Wa00qnop0TXcQqWhm2xypfKssReQfB68psQwejbx0JpiXbugVNF0y3JpaXWGTfFFBsMtHu0uDuihZGIwpAZ34PZKLh9Udsn3rzFfJJc-81xhsY8k5cji7q2r9i/s1600-h/October+06+034.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6PhDke0Z-bELse4dJy6Wa00qnop0TXcQqWhm2xypfKssReQfB68psQwejbx0JpiXbugVNF0y3JpaXWGTfFFBsMtHu0uDuihZGIwpAZ34PZKLh9Udsn3rzFfJJc-81xhsY8k5cji7q2r9i/s200/October+06+034.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5145674314699041426" /></a><br /><br />Miss Priss!!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-54438836194047978232007-12-16T13:57:00.000-06:002007-12-16T13:59:46.532-06:00Heart of MercyEvery little girl has a childhood crush on that “famous” pop star, movie star, or singer. Well, when I was a little girl my crush was quite strange. Of all the good looking men on this planet, for some reason I chose “John Denver”. When I say Crush, I use that term LIGHTLY, because it was total INFATUATION! I told everyone several stories about him. One being he was my brother, and the other was we were going to get married when I grew up and live in a huge house in the sky! HMMMM could that be in HEAVEN? There has to be some truth to that particular story!!! I went to all of his concerts; I owned every kind of shirt, poster, calendar, and pencil, whatever he had with his picture on it. EVEN 8-Track—and yes RECORD albums!!! Does this show my age or what? I knew every song by heart and could belt out a sound to his “Leaving on a jet plane” that you have never heard. “Thank God I’m a Country Boy” was my all time favorite and I knew EVERY SINGLE WORD! My sister had her own telephone line in her room at my grandparent’s house and she would call our phone and pretend to be him. I think I always “really” knew, but hoped there was that ONE chance it could be him! I do not know how all of this got started, but it was a FACT!<br /><br />I haven’t thought about him much since his plane crash. And you don’t really hear his music anymore. But One day I was directed to a site of a rather, beautiful person, <a href="http://www.agesandstages.blogspot.com">Ages And Stages</a>. When her site came up, I heard this familiar voice singing. An instant feeling of Peace came over me! I had a sudden glimpse from the past. It was John Denver!!! His beautiful voice just brought me to tears. <br />The other night I found his music for my site and as the music from “Thank God…” came on, both of my girls came running into my office. They started dancing, and singing. Before I knew it, we were all three dancing like crazy people! We were laughing and having so much FUN! Miss Priss started asking me questions about him and when I told her that he was now living with Jesus, she burst into tears. It was horrible! She cried for a solid 30 minutes. I felt awful! I just told her someday, we would ALL sing beautiful music with him in Heaven! What a great life to look forward to !! I guess she was gifted with that "heart of Mercy"!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-91613149523004371832007-12-12T06:58:00.000-06:002007-12-12T07:00:32.079-06:00Wordless Wednesday<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8oMHa51-5_FMjw44gi9F9Zgxa5Av8ivUlzoYJunCYpNtB0HkLnmCPcC1JXwCPsy2YynxSpAhuaDeO_uuaDAiX9Xxr7tLFFZ5pKp69qEmtZ45veuqWmH6OfKWzS66BJxBKHt_sUm42mvCw/s1600-h/Oct+07+037.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8oMHa51-5_FMjw44gi9F9Zgxa5Av8ivUlzoYJunCYpNtB0HkLnmCPcC1JXwCPsy2YynxSpAhuaDeO_uuaDAiX9Xxr7tLFFZ5pKp69qEmtZ45veuqWmH6OfKWzS66BJxBKHt_sUm42mvCw/s200/Oct+07+037.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5143070512928235922" /></a><br />She LOVES her DADDY!!!!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-77622311879050539082007-12-10T19:44:00.000-06:002007-12-11T08:50:16.398-06:00Christmas MeMeI found this meme on Jesse's <a href="http://proverbs2318.wordpress.com/">For the Love of Peas and Monkeys</a><br /><br />Leave me a comment if you want to do it so I can visit and read your answers!<br /><br />1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Gift bags are much easier..but paper for the kids! <br />2. Real Tree or artificial? It has to be artificial... real ones make me sick!<br />3. When do you put up the tree? Usually Thanksgiving weekend.<br />4. When do you take it down? Right after Christmas--too many toys!<br />5. Do you like eggnog? No<br />6. Favorite gift received as a child? My evil Kinevil 3 wheel motor bike..yes I know I am a girl--but I was fearless (now scared of everything)<br />7. Do you have a Nativity scene? No<br />8. Who is the hardest person to buy for? We do not buy for anyone but kids<br />9. Easiest person to buy for? my children<br />10.Worst Christmas gift you ever received? An Alarm clock from <br />11.Mail or email Christmas cards? Email if I send them<br />12.When do you start shopping for Christmas? First of November<br />13.Have you ever recycled a Christmas gift? Yes , an alarm clock<br />14.Favorite thing to eat at Christmas? My Momma's fudge<br />15.Clear lights or colored on the tree? Clear<br />16.Favorite Christmas song? I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus<br />17.Travel at Christmas or stay home? Stay home.. family is around the corner <br />18.Can you name all of Santa’s reindeer? Rudolph, Donder, Blitzen, Comet, Cupid,Dasher, Dancer, Prancer-is that it?<br />19.Angel or Star on top of the tree? Neither... Bow<br />20.Open the presents Christmas eve or Christmas morning? Both<br />21.Most annoying thing about this time of year? TRAFFIC and RUDE PEOPLE that are scrooges<br />22.What is the corniest family tradition you do or miss doing? I dont have one<br />23.What is the worst thing you’ve seen related to Christmas? Naked Santa Claus--YUK<br />24.Which looks best, themed trees or homey trees? Themed -Gingerbread of course<br />25.Gingerbread or sugar cookies? Any Dessert<br />26.Do you like fruit cake? YUK!!!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-75927695987731048522007-12-10T18:42:00.000-06:002007-12-10T19:37:23.474-06:00HUSH Mommy!I know we all have those moments where we are shopping with our children and they say something, or do something that everyone can hear. Luckily, in my case it wasn't passing gas, or pitching fits. Little Miss and I dropped Miss Priss off at her cousins on Saturday, so we could go finish up some last minute Christmas shopping. She is only 22 months, so buying her gifts while she was there, well, not a big deal because she forgets they are in the buggy after a minute or so. We stop at one Wal-mart, only to discover they only have one item on our list in stock (a specific toy, of course)! This, I was not very happy about. So after a few more stops along the way, we stopped at the Wal-mart closed to our house. We walked in and went straight for the bikes! I mentioned to the young man working in that department that I had seen a bicycle with the word "Princess" on it last week; and politely asked if they were out of stock. He said to me "Maam, I am the only one in this department and we have NEVER had a bike like that before". So I politely said, Yeah, I saw it on Wednesday, it looks similar to "this one" so maybe you just don't remember. Then I asked... "do you mind looking in the back and seeing if you have maybe one more". He then commences to tell me "maam, I am not telling you you're wrong, but we have not had any other bikes in here, I would know"! Instead of just going to look, he stood there and argued with me! I wish Wal-mart could pay more money to get better help! Anyway, as we were walking to the grocery aisle, I was just a complaining, out loud, no less. I am sure I was looking much like an idiot at this point, talking to a baby who clearly did not understand anything I was saying... so she reaches up and puts both hands on my face and says in quite a loud tone "MOMMY, MOMMY, HUSH PEASE!" This little lady was beside us and started to cackle, saying to me "my my, how quick we learn"! I was not about to get on to her.. I almost wet my pants from laughing so hard.. and yet I did deserve that! After that, everytime I tried to speak, she would shake her head "no,no and say hush"! She even started to point her finger. I know she was being a tad sassy, but she is just too cute to punish! Besides, I needed that little shove to close my mouth, because I was getting madder by the second, at this KID who had ZERO CUSTOMER SERVICE SKILLS! I am sure that lady had a great conversation piece about how children are just out of hand today, and how If that were her kid she would have taken care of that sassy mouth quickly! Oh well, so my child will grow up telling people to "HUSH"--it could have been much WORSE!!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-22675127002512103022007-12-07T08:03:00.000-06:002007-12-07T08:21:27.061-06:00My Child's Bathroom HabitsI realize that bathroom habits tend to be (or SHOULD be) Private. And Miss Priss is definitely PRIVATE when it comes to using the bathroom. BUt I have to get this down because it is just so comical and I do not want to forget about this. The other night I was giving the girls their bath when Miss Priss decides she has to GO! She always yells to me "Mommy I have to go poop", even though she is COMPLETELY INDEPENDENT in the bathroom! I do not know why she feels the need to tell me, but, she does, so I suppose that is ok. So I get her out of the tub, all the while, she is telling me " just dry my legs off, because I am getting back into the bath when I am done, Ok mommy?, ok mommy? OK MOMMY?" "Yes maam, but the water is cold now and getting colder, why do you want back in?" Anyway, I dry her off and help her up, she then commences to say "mommy please leave now and take HER with you, I need to be by myself". Well, little miss is not finished with her bath, but she was mad at me for washing her hair and screaming anyway, so I said what the heck. I got her out kicking and screaming. Miss Priss was steadily yelling at me to "Get out mommy". Ok, who is in control here? Obviously, not me! I was holding back the laughter, then the phone rings. So I am trying to rush out of the bathroom, with this screaming baby and trying to answer the phone..... I get her down to put on her diaper and I hear "mommy, I need a drink of water please"!!! WHAT???? She is screaming this over and over! Thank goodness the call was my mom, who was hysterically laughing because things were just way out of control. I got the diaper on, and went back to the bathroom to find her still on the toilet. She started explaining to me that she needed a drink of water to help her poop some more????? UMMMM, where did she learn this trick? Definitely not from me... However, I filled her little cup and handed to her. She hollars once again... get out mommy!! I go back to the screaming child who is still extremely mad at this point, get her settled down and here comes Miss Priss.... "im done, the water did the trick.. now can you help me back into the bath?"<br /><br />I truly love this child and do not know where she comes up with some of these things! Normally I would have gone crazy and been totally frustrated, but this time it was just too comical.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-27580629470424866192007-12-06T07:06:00.000-06:002007-12-06T07:08:46.651-06:00Another ContestHey <a href="http://www.5minutesformom.com/2689/parentsgiveaway/">5MFM</a> is having another contest giving a way cool prizes from <a href="http://www.parents.com">http://www.parents.com</a><br /><br />These make great Christmas Gifts!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-29828351010899232702007-12-05T07:15:00.000-06:002007-12-09T11:09:01.547-06:00Baby TalkI have changed my schedule at work to save quite a bit of daycare expense and now I get to spend a little time in the afternoon with my two favorite girls. Yesterday, I noticed my little one's vocabulary has really grown over the last few weeks. It is amazing how those things just show up one day. I dont remember too many of my oldest ones little words so i wanted to get these down so I wont forget. I am terrible about stopping to write down the things they say and it is odd how quick they leave your mind.<br /><br />Here are few of the things I want to remember:<br /><br />"bibics"- Fish Sticks<br />"bups" - chip<br />"ban" - bed<br />"mammy"-Ms. Tammy <br />"Bim" - Jim<br />"dootie" - cookie<br />"donus" - donuts<br />"Keem" - shaving cream<br />"im im" - Ice Cream<br />"wabus" - I love you<br />And of course everything she says has "hrs" in front of it!!<br /><br />And then, we have my grown up four year old. This little girl thinks she is a teenager. As we were getting ready for our Bible Small Group Sunday night, she tells my husband this:<br />"Daddy, dont tell mom, but I want to wear "this" outfit because the boys will think I look HOT"! HELLO... that will be the end of Hannah Montana! Thank goodness Little missy is now old enough to request a movie and she asks for Barney 400 times a day! Miss Priss wants to keep her from screaming so she allows Barney to be played over and over! Now maybe we can reshape her little mind! Of course Jeff had to explain to her that we dont talk like that and since she didnt realize what "hot" really means, her little eyes filled with tears. We had to tell her that boys are yucky and we dont care what they think. AND SO IT BEGANS!!!!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-2942371376387702182007-12-04T15:36:00.000-06:002007-12-04T15:41:59.853-06:00All New......Ok. So I have decided to post a little again. Now that I have a myspace account and I am learning all the tricks of creativity on the computer.... Anyway, this is a little loud and I will probably be changing it often, but it makes me feel good to see such a YUMMY background. "Like my butt isnt big enough already"! I dont post much because.. well .. I am not the journalist... I just type and ramble on. I have lost some of my visiting friends, for some reason, I hope I didnt say anything that offended anyone. I guess things like that just hits me "personally"! It really shouldnt, they dont know me, and I dont know them. But that is really ok, because this site is about ME, it is MINE and I made it for that reason. So I will ramble and if they want to read they can, and if not, then that is ok too! I do not have the time in my life to visit everyone either and life goes on. Enjoy your ice cream and have a great day.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-31375059009806007392007-10-28T08:31:00.000-06:002007-10-28T08:44:13.776-06:00Just Rambling!I have not posted in a long time because, frankly, I have just been in a bad MOOD!! AFter losing 2 grandfathers in one month, having your bank accounts wiped clean by some "idiot" who thinks he can have anything he wants for FREE, and then having a small bout of struggles at home...... WELL, I guess I deserve to be in a bad mood. One of my grandfathers was "Completely alzheimers" and didnt know he was in the world,and malnurished because he refused to eat so He is definitely better off with God. The other one, well, he was sick and struggling at times, but I miss him like crazy. Life isnt the same anymore. My family believes my grandmother will become her "old" young, shopping, full of life self again. I cant make them understand, She is 82 and it just isnt going to happen that way. She lost the man who she has loved, hated, slept with, drank coffee with, shopped with, and followed Jesus with for 59 years! How do you get through that. She is angry and sad. Not to mention has a severe case of dementia. Everyone means well and they want what is best for her, but sometimes I wish they could just leave her alone and let her be. They had to get rid of her dog, which added to the depression. It needed to happen because he hikes his leg all over the house. YUK! But she loved that little fart! He was her connection to her husband. It is just sad when your spouse leaves you behind and they get to live the good life in Heaven! I hurt for her and for me!<br /><br /><br />My little 'miss priss' is set to go to the Hannah Montana concert in three weeks! How exciting. Except she is riding with my sister and my husband and I have decided not to go. We sold our two tickets to a friend. I am scared for her. I want her to go because I know she will have a blast with her favorite cousin.....but, it is over an hour drive, all interstate, in a huge building with 10,000 little girls! (talk about a pedafile hangout)!! I have to trust that God will get them there, allow them to enjoy themselves, and then bring them home safely! I have to let go!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-30383735908594598672007-09-20T09:26:00.000-06:002007-09-20T09:27:48.200-06:00URGENT PRAYER REQUESTIf you visit my site today please remember to pray for little <a href="http://www.ashleyadamsjournal.blogspot.com">Ashley</a>. She is critically ill and is on her way to Omaha, NE to the hospital where she had her transplant last year. Please say Prayers on her behalf.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-36514987627220266272007-09-14T21:11:00.000-06:002007-09-14T21:29:03.836-06:00Bug in My Salad....YUK!Miss Priss had a soccer scrimmage today, against boys! She did so good! She stopped the ball from going into the goal once, and she stole the ball twice. Needless to say, I was utterly impressed. Of course, one little boy did fall on her and she will not ever forget that! <br />I decided to take her out to eat with her favorite cousin. We have eaten at Cheddars, Roadhouse, and the infamous mexican place in town, four million times. Tonight we chose Olive Garden, as Pasta is my favorite food. When it was time for our salad, we were all so hungry we started to fight over who was going to get it first. We were visiting and having a great conversation, and as I neared the end of my bowl of salad, I noticed a black spot on the "last" piece of lettuce. I really thought I was looking at spices, or part of the olive; however, as I got closer, I noticed a tiny leg sticking out to the side. I was mortified! How many of those had I already eaten????? It was a tiny fly of some sort, but still, ooooo gross, it was a bug! I quietly placed it onto a clean plate and very softly told the waiter, "this was in my salad". NOOOO the waiter didnt apologize, he just smiled and said "would you like more salad?". I could not believe what I was hearing. I remained quiet; because, well, he was training someone, and I didnt want him to feel stupid. I thought to myself, I will wait and see if a manager comes over. NOTHING.... Dessert came and went, ticket came and went, $27.50 (for me and a four year old) later, I found myself paying the bill and leaving a $1.00 tip. I felt bad at this point; but, I just could not let this lie. My sister said leave well enough alone, but, I just couldn't. He really should have handled that a little better. Not a full free meal (althought that would have been nice), but, even a simple "Im so embarrassed, let me take that and get my manager", would have worked in my book! I decided to leave a note on the back of my credit card ticket and then as we were walking out, I nudged the hostess and whispered in her ear, that they may want to train him on how to handle those situations. She in turn grabbed her manager and begged me to tell him what happened. I told him, it was really no big deal, and I didnt want the whole place to know, so I kept quiet! We walked out of there with a $20 gift card and a very big "APOLOGY" from the manager. <br />Now, Am I concerned about going back? OF course!! After all, fruit flies only hang around "rotted fruit". This really concerns me! Maybe after time, I will have forgotten and will get the urge to give them another try.<br /> I feel guilty for not letting it drop, but it just really ate at me through the whole meal! Bugs happen, but it is all in how you handle it that makes the difference!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-61486861864125125622007-09-09T07:43:00.000-06:002007-09-09T08:09:23.463-06:00HIS Timing is Always PerfectI just realized I have not posted anything in 10 days. I have had a very busy week. It is strange how this week was so obviously God's Plan in our lives. <br /><br />About 3 weeks ago, when I was trying to finish up all of my classes, I discovered that I had received incorrect information from the School about deadlines on when to turn everything in. Because of this, my degree will not be "conferred" until December 15th. Even though, I am finished taking classes and there is nothing left to apply. When I heard this news, I was FURIOUS! This means I cannot be hirable to a school district until December, so once again I am waiting. I could do nothing buy cry. My aunt told me something that made things a little out of sorts for me at the time; however, now it makes perfect sense. I was complaining about how it was pointless for me to have taken all three classes at one time. I was angry that I had pushed myself until I was sick, ignored my family and my house, so I could finish by August. She then said to me "There must be some reason, maybe you will have things happening in your life that will not allow you to be in school, just think, now you are finished and you wont have to worry about it". After that statement, the my mind went to turning....."okay, what is going to happen?" I was just waiting for the big "bomb" to go off! <br /> And, then Sunday September 2, 2007--that bomb exploded!!! I lost a very important person in my life. My grandfather went home to Heaven. I got the call at 7 am and my dad did not even have to speak! I knew it. He has been sick for a very long time with diabetes, heart and lung problems, but this was just too sudden. He woke up around 5:00 not feeling well, went to the bathroom, and collapsed on the floor in his room. We buried him on Tuesday afternoon. He was my "rock" and I will miss that man until my last day on earth! I know he is better and his sickness has disappeared, but that does not make it easier for me. Jesus is lucky to have him, even though, he was a stubborn 'old coot'! <br /> Sunday night when we came home from the visitation, my husband realized he was missing his cell phone and wallet. After searching for abour 30 minutes, he noticed his "charger" was missing out of his car, it would have been out of character for him to have taken it out. He also noticed his car was unlocked........Needless to say, our bank accounts were wiped clean. Apparently, there had been 6 cars hit in our area Saturday evening and ours just happened to be one of them. We should receive the money back; but, it will take about 2 weeks to finalize. Some other events have happened over the last few days and a detective friend of my husbands, called to tell us they know who these people are and have been tracking them for months. They are linked to over 60 burglaries in this area. <br /> On top of all of that, school has started for Miss Priss, gymnastics and soccer have now started and my first workshop for my teaching certification was this week. <br /> My aunt was right, God planned this week, and he knew I had no extra time to spare, or extra stress levels to give for worrying with some class or homework! <br /> Thank you God for these beautiful life Blessings you have brought into my life. Please surround my family with your peace and comfort. In Jesus Name..AMENKristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-44849649199298402572007-08-27T12:33:00.000-06:002007-08-27T13:45:17.646-06:00Tears and FUN!I have a few minutes this morning to post in my journal and read some other blogs. I thought I would post on my busy weekend. Hubby made it home safely and Miss Priss was so very excited. He called to tell her he was on his way and told her he had a surprise for her. She talked about that surprise all night long. She was asleep when he arrived so, of course, we did not wake up the "Princess". She woke up early Saturday morning and the very first thing she said was "Daddy, I am ready for my surprise"! He then had to explain to a sobbing little four year old, how he had left the sack of prizes on the shuttle at the airport by accident. Huge tears streamed down her little face. Daddy cannot handle those tears so he promised her a day at Chuck E Cheese and a new toy from Toys R Us! I guess when she is 16, we will have a new car in the driveway for those big tears :)! He is such a pushover! Although, I must admit, I was sad for her as well! WE spent the morning playing games and having pizza, then shopping at Toys R Us for, well, 1 1/2 hours! Too many Toys to choose from! We came home with 2, pocket size, stuffed dogs each for around $8- She was very excited to get them and that is all that mattered to her! Daddy also left a shirt that he had bought for me, a very unique Green Bay Packers T-shirt, because I love Brett Favre so much! But, my tears didnt work. I settled for a few hours of shopping time alone for the girls some new fall clothes! <br /> AND- my four year old has managed to convince everyone she talks to that I have taught her to talk to the "Devil". When we went to Church yesterday, she told some people how bad the devil is and you should always yell at him to leave you alone, or he will get inside of your head! "Pretty smart"! That was my weekend, now to the start of a busy week filling out applications for teaching positions!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-47008600822295644382007-08-24T15:29:00.000-06:002007-08-24T15:31:26.411-06:00Slightly Above Average.......I was able to pull my "unofficial scores" today ! The passing score is 240.... I came out with a big, whoppin' 243! Some might say that I will be slightly above average... I will take that as a compiment! :)Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-87045888177604782722007-08-23T12:03:00.000-06:002007-08-23T12:25:10.112-06:00My Four Year Old's Little Mind is Going in CirclesI had an eventful evening last night. I signed miss Priss up for gymnastics at a new place and she is so excited, then we went to eat with my sister and her little girl (Her idol of course), On the way Home, miss priss started getting teary eyed and telling me she missed her daddy (he was out of town for work). We arrived home got our baths and ready for bed and she started sobbing. I let her call daddy and he calmed her down a little. Then after they hung up, she started to cry harder. I heard her mumbling and I asked her what she was saying. She said "I am praying to God and asking him to PLEASE bring my daddy home safe." I explained to her that it was a good thing she was praying, and God will take care of it. She said "mommy, you don't understand, my daddy can't come home, he is going to die in a car wreck in traffic in the morning". OF course, I just about lost it. I asked her what she meant and she explained to me that she had a dream a long time ago, and then said "I will never get to say goodnight to my daddy again". First I held back the tears and said a PRayer asking for God to give us Peace and keep our daddy safe. Then I explained to her that We must believe that God will keep him safe and bring him home. I also told her we belong to God, and whatever happens he will take care of us. I told her that if anything ever happened to me or daddy, God would make sure we are all taken care of. I told her to try to think happy thoughts, and then I explained to her how the devil likes it when we are sad. I also told her to tell that nasty devil to go away and leave her alone. She did that and after a few minutes calmed down and went to sleep. I prayed over her beautiful little face and asked God to give her peace and a life with no worries. I know she senses my anxiety, but I just cannot believe a four year old could worry so much. I am so worried about her and I hope she will not live with the same fears that I do. I pray for God to take her thoughts and give her peace. My heart hurts for her and I cannot wait until her daddy returns home to us.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-37921487427677532382007-08-18T11:55:00.000-06:002007-08-18T11:56:23.622-06:00This is neat<table width="346" border="0" align="center" cellpadding="5" bgcolor="#000066" class="toysforyourblog"><br /> <tr><br /> <th width="336" colspan="3" scope="col"><p><font color="#CCCCCC">You are most like:<font face="Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"></font></font></p><br /> <font color="#FFCC00" size="5"><CENTER>You are Brown</font> </CENTER></th><br /> </tr><br /> <tr><br /> <td colspan="3"><p><font color="#FFFFFF"><CENTER><IMG SRC="http://toysforyourblog.com/quiz/13/brown.jpg"></center><BR>Earthy and humble, you are often mistaken for being plain, when you are actually quite interesting. 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I don't even know what to do with myself. My house is a "COMPLETE DISASTER"; because of course I haven't had time to clean in almost a year. (one time by a Maid). Now I do not even know where to start. It is amazing how I have been so distracted and all of the sudden I am "Lost". My mom told me the other day while she was babysitting my four year old Priss that she was showing her how to pick up one set of toys before pulling out anymore, she said to her "this will help mommy keep the house clean", so Miss priss pops up with hands on her hips and says "Gran, my mommy DOES NOT clean". I could have died. She is exactly right, I have to give her credit. Aside from the occasional laundry and dishes in the dishwasher, we have had utter chaos. It is no wonder my kids are wild at home. So this morning, I got up started some laundry and guess what, I decided to PLAY with my girls. We played a few hours and then my MIL called and wanted them to come over and see her a few hours. Miss Priss says "mommy, while we are gone, "you can clean". Thanks for that little sass! But you know what, I a decided to watch Paula Dean, Rachel Ray, and Ingrid do some cooking, I printed off some recipes... and now I am going to visit my friends on the computer that I have missed so much. I can clean wednesday on my day off! I think that is fair. My husband is calling a game today and I have the house to myself. My plan is to find a good Bible study, spend time with my girls, and I have even decided to cook some "real" home cooked meals. (If I have time after work of course). I even told my husband I am ready to go to Culinary School. I have my eye on some new things for my kitchen and I am ready to get cooking. <br /> I will be working part time for my current employer, and substitute teaching for 2 days a week. After the holidays, If I dont get that job full time, I will move it up to 3 days a week. I am so excited and ready to have my OWN classroom. But most of all, Glad to be finished with homework. "Now I can call myself "PROFESSIONAL"! (LOL) :)Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-84199399042016210592007-08-14T12:17:00.000-06:002007-08-14T12:19:49.203-06:00FinallyOk I am officially finished. I am just waiting on scores from the teacher test and grades from my last class. YAY I am so relieved. It will be so strange not to have any tests, or any papers to write. My goal now is to read some Bible Studies and visit all of you in Blog world in the next few days. I am so excited that I finally have a life. :) Now it is time for the REAL adventures to begin.Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3146209001463049318.post-77746120495966233852007-07-27T14:22:00.000-06:002007-07-27T14:30:16.851-06:00Missing REAL Life.I am having withdrawals from this blog life. I had to take a moment and say YAY ME--I am done with Chemistry. FINALLY-I thought it would never end. I do not have grades until next week. But the important thing is I only have 2 more weeks to go and I can play with my children every single night. I never heard from that school, they never even returned my phone call. SO I am making the assumption that God does not want me at that school. I have not filled out anymore applications until I pass my test. I am Praying to pass that exam next Saturday then I will start Praying for the "JOB"! I cant wait to read everyones journal and get caught up. I miss you guys! I will see you all on August 6th.!Kristahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12939908037107503797noreply@blogger.com2